Cast the shadow of burden behind us
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> Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Migrated back to blogspot! Home is still the best, haha.

I want to deafen everyone with a very lag statement, that is exams are over!

Last semester passed by particularly fast.

I never fail to have Moody mondays blues because of the early lessons, late dismissals and ALS. I dreaded Tiring tuesdays for the boring ICT lessons.
I liked Wonderful wednesdays for the short lessons
I was neutral about Thursdays
& I love Fantastic fridays because it's off off off!

Assignments drove people crazy as usual and exams were scarier. 4 days to finish reading Mt St Geogr Notes, 8 hours to revise for Finite Maths and the most classic one is Number Theory. Chiong till we drop @ 3am when the paper was 9am the next day. So I'm thankful that my 同包Serene 收留ed me so that I could have more time to study and rest instead of travelling.

It is always during the exam period when I find myself wanting to do a million things after the exams. But when exams are over, I find myself not doing any of those that I've fantasized even in my dreams.

Obstacle: my dear mommy.

Anyway, these are the little things I managed to do these days!

Indulged in sexy topless 5 with the girls,

Spent time with family during the long weekend,

Caught a violent show Kick-ass,

Had a good trip to the Helix bridge,

bbqed @ Nicole's place,

went singing,

AND finally de-lag myself and registered for btt
ha ha ha

The rest of the time was just tuition, home, nannying, auntieing and dramaing.

There are many things that I want to do this holiday cause I will not have the time for anything else when a new term starts. To go overseas with my friends, to learn more about Singapore, to spend some time with friends and family whom I have neglected during the term and to do what a girl should do, shopping! But mummy doesn't like me to go out and objects violently to the idea of going overseas with friends and it makes it hard to go ahead with what I want to do.

Sometimes I wonder, how far will this sheltered life get me to? While I appreciate and understand that they want to keep us away from all possible danger, I do hope that at times, I can be left on my own to learn how to stay safe on my own and to fend for myself.

I ever lost my bag once, and that became the convenient reason by my parents for not allowing me to go overseas without them, cause I will "definitely lose my passport overseas because I lost my bag"

News reports of Bali bombings, terrorist attacks at Bintan, Batam and instabilty at Bangkok were their justification for my deprivation of beautiful beaches and the busy night markets.

Possible attacks by rapists, robbers, dangerous people was the reason why I have to be home early.

Had a tuition kid who comes from a broken family with tattoos, who smoke and swear, and I was forced to give her up. This is their policy, to make me retreat at the first sign of danger.

These are what I want to say to them, but I know I will never have a chance to do so and convince them. So when will I be able to grow up on my own?

♥ ♥ ♥

To restrain the tongue, is probably to consign abhorrent thoughts to oblivion.
But we neglect that silence supports the accuser's charge.
That's from me, to you.








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